Nothing Reprise

I’m cheating. Ha. Don’t tell anyone. I’m drinking coffee in the morning. It’s a secret. C’mon, I’ got to get something out of this. I choose coffee. I checked the Mayo hospital help site an looked up things I should not have. I can do this. This is good news. (This was the last postContinue reading “Nothing Reprise”


Romans 8:26 [And in like manner the Spirit also helpeth our infirmity: for we know not how to pray as we ought; but the Spirit himself maketh intercession for us with groanings which cannot be uttered;] These are some of the most important words, especially for someone hurting and doesn’t know what to pray, theContinue reading “Nothing”

Sitting here

I’m just sitting here. Some show is playing on prime. Wah wah wah… I watched 10 or 15 videos on YouTube. I went to the doctor today. He doubled most of my crazy pills. He took away my coffee. Coffee is my life-blood. I don’t know if I can live without it. He took awayContinue reading “Sitting here”

Rapid Ones

I’m experiencing rapid cycle bipolar. Based on a therapist and a doctor’s diagnosis, this time it is pretty rough. I concur. I am bouncing off the ceiling then falling into mud. This cycle is happening fast. My therapist described in detail what I’m experiencing right now. Oh did I mention anxiety attacks? I’m missing aContinue reading “Rapid Ones”