One of those nights

Just one of those nights where I wish I could pick up the phone and call my dad. Tell him what I’m up to. Talk to him about politics. Tell him about recent accomplishments. My new favorite show that I know he would like. Tell him about how much his grandbaby is growing up. How perfect she is. Tell him how I’m tired. Like really really tired and just wanted to talk. Catch up.

My soul is tired. I kind of feel like I’ve been drowning but in the same moment I’m so thankful for my life. I just feel so disconnected from everyone and everything yet I go through the motions unphased.

Tonight is just one of those nights….

Published by Kathleen Pielhop - Midwest Mama -Creator

I took over my father’s blog September of 2017 after losing his battle with mental illness. This blog was originally to share my journey through grieving, finding peace, and trusting God in the process...and in many ways is exactly that. This has evolved into life as a family of 4 with 2 dogs, living in the Midwest. I will cover everything from fashion to our family routines. Join us on this crazy adventure!

2 thoughts on “One of those nights

  1. Hugs you tight….I wish I had a magical answer, please try to be good to you, find a moment for just you in your busy life to just breathe. As a mother, I found this very important for myself. As a sufferer of depression, it was also very hard to make myself care for myself. I hope I’m not out of line here…wishing for your tired and your disconnect to loosen their hold on you soon.

    Liked by 1 person

Leave a Reply

Please log in using one of these methods to post your comment: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s

<span>%d</span> bloggers like this: