I recently had an artist paint the view from where I spread my father’s ashes. I have not been able to get it matted and framed yet but I have it in a frame for now hanging in our main living room/space so I can see it at all times. The view is amazing. Her talent is amazing. I thank God for giving people like her that kind of talent so that I can have this beautiful piece of artwork to feel my father in my home.
So tonight. I’m just sitting on my couch in complete silence enjoying the view. What I would give to have one more day with him and try to make things better. I miss him so much. He seriously would have been the best grandpa in the world. Some days are better than others, but today is one of those days I just need to sit in silence and let myself feel these emotions. I’m so tired. My mind is tired. I’m just trying to lean on God and trust his plan.
Check out bergenlauren.com , she is unbelievably talented and truly captured everything exactly how I imagined it. I will forever be thankful that she painted this piece so perfectly.