Not today…

Some days I feel more positive than others. Today I don’t. Thoughts about my father consume me. I replay scenarios in my head over and over, wishing that somehow I could time travel and take away some of the pain and suffering he was going through. It’s no joke when they say that it’s a life sentence for the loved ones left behind after someone takes their life. Sometimes I feel like my mind is trapped in solitary confinement. Others are just going about their lives while I’m here completely consumed and plagued with worry and guilt. It’s suffocating…

Published by Kathleen Pielhop - Midwest Mama -Creator

I took over my father’s blog September of 2017 after losing his battle with mental illness. This blog was originally to share my journey through grieving, finding peace, and trusting God in the process...and in many ways is exactly that. This has evolved into life as a family of 4 with 2 dogs, living in the Midwest. I will cover everything from fashion to our family routines. Join us on this crazy adventure!

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